I´ve just lost the one I love so much- my heart- it can´t take anymore

the pain

I´m in love with a girl . who doesn´t know I´m in love with. god.help.me.

in love again

She walks in beauty like the night,
of cloudless climes and starry skies,
and all that´s best of dark and bright,
meet in her aspect and her eyes,
thus mellowed to that tender light,
which heaven to gaudy day denies.

i luv you but you´re not good for me. you´re like a wall of broken flowers. there´s nothing in your heart for me. I hoped there would be- but everything was a lie. Just a fantasy. I loved my fantasy. I still do. I still luv u.

there´s a place for everything and for everything it´s place

odds

I miss my old life. Every minute a little more.

but I still love u

have I found you - flightless bird- jealous- weeping or lost you - american mouth- big pill looming-

now I´m a fat house cat- nursing my sore blunt tongue.